... I don't think he would ever say he was displeased with me. I don't think he believes he's allowed to-- feel nice, from this, in the first place.
I fear if I'm unable to-- to... do that, it would only serve to frustrate him, in the end, no matter how much he may like me. I don't really care if it's reciprocated, either, I just... want him to be happy? I want to be useful, for him. I don't want...
[ trails off for a moment, stilling her restless soup stirring. ]
... I don't want to be... replaced, I guess, with someone who can do it properly. I want to be good enough.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
beautifulend) wrote2026-09-03 08:03 pm
no subject
no subject
I fear if I'm unable to-- to... do that, it would only serve to frustrate him, in the end, no matter how much he may like me. I don't really care if it's reciprocated, either, I just... want him to be happy? I want to be useful, for him. I don't want...
[ trails off for a moment, stilling her restless soup stirring. ]
... I don't want to be... replaced, I guess, with someone who can do it properly. I want to be good enough.