[ she'll go to get a pot of tea started, then, and bring it to her room soon enough.
when silfda gets there: her room is mostly bog-standard lilis fare, some fanmail stacked neatly on the dresser. one corner of the room is lined with tarp, where her easel and collection of paints currently sits, empty, a handful of canvasses neatly leaned against the available space on the floor and wall: all portraits of former members of lilis she knew, with their namesake flower. ]
Sorry I don't have a couch or anything... you can sit on the bed.
Mm, I wouldn't say it's in the exact same way - all such loves are unique, after all. But as for those who I love to the same degree as you - there are Hope and Lily.
Mm. It would be disappointing, to be sure. After all, it'd be a shame if I can't give you all the love I believe you deserve. But more than that, I would rather you decide to do what makes you happy. To see you unhappy would upset me more than any amount of mere disappointment ever could.
[ cute. they pat her head and lean forward to nuzzle their forehead against hers. ]
And I told him that should you wish it, I would agree to his terms. If it must be one of us, you and he are much better suited to each other than you and I. And as always, love and happiness is more important than anything else in this world.
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beautifulend) wrote2026-09-03 08:03 pm
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[ and off they go. ]
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when silfda gets there: her room is mostly bog-standard lilis fare, some fanmail stacked neatly on the dresser. one corner of the room is lined with tarp, where her easel and collection of paints currently sits, empty, a handful of canvasses neatly leaned against the available space on the floor and wall: all portraits of former members of lilis she knew, with their namesake flower. ]
Sorry I don't have a couch or anything... you can sit on the bed.
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So what did you want to talk about?
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... I, ah...
...
You have-- others, that you care about, right? The way you... said you cared about me.
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I'm so glad. ... I'm so happy for you.
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That's not what you wanted to talk about though, is it?
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Of course I want to hear about your happiness.
[ a pause though. ]
... I'm, um.
...
I don't... want to seem as if I've taken advantage of your feelings, at any point. Regardless of what we do I care deeply about you.
You... understand that, right?
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Of course I do. Love needn't take only one form. I know that better than most.
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...
Would you-- be upset? If we couldn't... kiss, or anything like that, together anymore.
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[ awkwardly trails off, cheeks bright red, and looks down at their hands. ]
... Sunrise would prefer it if-- we didn't treat others romantically, if we're together. At least, um-- not sexually.
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[ cute. they pat her head and lean forward to nuzzle their forehead against hers. ]
And I told him that should you wish it, I would agree to his terms. If it must be one of us, you and he are much better suited to each other than you and I. And as always, love and happiness is more important than anything else in this world.
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I'm just glad there are people who can-- who can give you something I might not be able to.
Of course I wouldn't force you to change anything, either. I still want to be with you, this way-- you're. Still dear to me.
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I'm glad for that. Even just this much is already far more than I deserve.
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[ a long pause. ]
I'm sorry.
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then. sort of wobbly; ]
I don't know.
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[ they cradle her head against their neck, giving her a gentle squeeze. ]
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they cuddle up against her, staying silent aside from the sound of their tail beating against the bedding. ]
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